I’m so pissed. Wow, that’s a bold statement without saying what happened. So, i was talking to my boyfriend on the phone, yeah i know i can feel you rolling your eyes right now but please listen, and we were talking about religion. He is Christan and I am atheist. We were talking about ghost, the thing is i didn’t know Christan didn’t believe in ghost(my bad) So he got all defensive about it say “there is no in between heaven and hell, there are no such things as ghost.” Which i have no problem with that statement but hes telling me I’m wrong.Then i starting talking about a Ouija board(you know the ones with all the letters on it and you can talk to ghost) He said hes not comfortable with me buying one. in fear of me getting possessed by a demon. that automatically means i cant read the satanic bible or an other religion for that matter ,cause i might just convert. Then he points out that i am official going to hell, thanks, love you too, but its just really ridiculous. I never tell him hes wrong, i have no problem with his religion, and i support him. But straight up telling me that I’m wrong and shooting everything i think down likes its some fucking fairytale is hitting my nerves. Then saying “you probably don’t care about a word I’m saying.” and he was talking about the bible. Buddy i think religion is interesting, i wanna read the bible to understand it, me not believing doesn’t mean i don’t care. So now hes dragging me to all these youth groups and telling me to go to church. I told him i had no intentions of converting, the boy wont listen. I should say something, i really should, but i love him so much and i would do almost anything to not cause a fight. Not convert, i cant lie to myself. I just have no clue what to do… 😦 This has actually made me cry after we got off the phone. I feel like I’m in a small box and there’s a knife stabbing the walls of the box and I’m dodging the blade.